Not where I want to be

I want to write, but as with everything, I can't get started. It used to be easy when I had a topic, a word count and a deadline. Essays have formats. Biographies don't.

Everyone tells me I could write a book about my life experiences. I wish I could. I can't create right now. All I can think about is finding ways to fill my days. Walking, free gyms, Travis, guitar, writing. It's no a full life. It's not a challenging life. It's just not the life I EVER envisioned for myself.

Something tells me I do need to write this story to fiure it out. But I don'tknow where to start.